Showing posts with label Brady's scans. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Brady's scans. Show all posts

Friday, October 15, 2010

1 Millimeter

The oncologist called tonight and gave us an interesting report. "The Spot" as we call it (the tiny piece of tumor left in Brady's spine) has not changed since his surgery in April of 2009. Today's scans show a 1 milimeter increase in its size. The oncologist and the radiologist are not concerned and are theororizing that the 1 milimeter difference is due to Brady's position as the scan was taken.

We will have to wait until Wednesday when the urine results come in to be absolutely sure that no tumor is growing. If the urine levels are higher than last time, that would indicate the presence of active Neuroblastoma. The oncologist is quite confident that all is fine.

1 milimeter. Such a tiny measurement can cause quite a stir in my heart. I know most of you don't know the significane of a relapse of Neuroblastoma, and quite honestly, I don't even understand all of it. I do know that it would instantly plummet Brady's chance at long term survival.

My prayer is that God will not allow this 1 milimeter to deter my faith, that His mighty hand will be on this 1 milimeter and make it nothing more than an inaccurate scan. Thank you for your prayers for Brady. I'm calling all of our faithful prayer warriors to join us in praying that this spot is nothing at all.

The Post in Which I Rant About Hospitals

disclaimer: The following rant does not represent my feelings about every hospital or every doctor. I have nothing but the highest praise for several doctors and hospitals, including those who were directly involved in saving Brady's life and those who continue to provide our family with excellent care. The following rant is directed towards the many hospital personnel who have failed to do their job due to oversight, laziness, or pure stupidity.

Today really sucked. Excuse my crude language, but it was awful. Earlier in the week when the anesthesia care unit nurse called to go over things, I knew I had better ask her if she received the requisitions for Brady's bloodwork and urine test. These two things are always performed during Brady's scans and the samples are sent directly to the lab. Of course, she hadn't received them. Matt faxed the Pediatric Oncology Department requesting that they send the requisitions down to the nurses who would be working with Brady today.

Of course when we got there this morning at 6:45am, there were no requisitions for blood and urine. Annoyance #1 of the day. The nurse promised us that she would call teh oncology department and have it taken care of. We knew this would prove to be more difficult than that, so we made a plan to go up to the department ourselves once Brady went in for his MRI.

Before the MRI, the anesthesiologist came in to talk with us. We had requested a specific anesthesiologist earlier in the week. We have learned through a few bad experiences that having a doctor who actually listens to you, takes your experience into account, and uses the drugs that you know your child tolerates well is the best way to handle anesthesia on a child. Annoyance #2 of the day is that we did not get our preferred doctor. Fine. This doctor seemed decent enough. He quickly asked us a bunch of questions and then asked us "how we usually do it." Assuming he was inquiring about the medication that Brady usually gets, we answered, "He does great with Propofol." A little side note...propofol is this awesome drug that will put you to sleep quickly, and when used correctly (not like Michael Jackson) allows you to wake up pretty quickly and feel back to normal in a short amount of time. Brady has had two other methods (Versed and using all gas) which have been terrible for him. One time we ended up back in the ER, then were admitted to the hospital for 3 days with a high fever, and the other time he woke up like a raging maniac and threw up for hours.

After I said the comment about propofol, the doctor said, "Oh, okay, propofol." I should mention that this doctor was Russian, with a thick accent. His resident was Japanese, also with a thick accent. Somehow I'm coming to believe that minimizing the language barrier in situations involving anesthesia is a very important issue. Anyway...moving on.

Matt accompanied Brady back to the MRI room where the doctor was really great with him. He put the mask over his face and told Brady that he could talk into it and Santa would hear him. Brady asked Santa for a blue bike and Matt said that he didn't cry or struggle at all. What a great boy. As they were getting Brady settled after he was out, Matt said to the doctor before leaving, "Propofol, right?" to which the doctor replied, "yes."

With 3 hours to kill, we decided to go and hunt down the requisitions that should have been faxed down days ago. After all, we have been doing this for how long? On our way, I get a cell phone call from the Oncology secretary who asks me what I need. I told her that Brady needs to have his urine and blood tested. She replies that she checked his chart and that he doesn't need those done. He has ALWAYS had these tests done, every single time. You all know this because I blog about it every time! She claims that another one of the oncologists looked at his chart and confirmed this. I told her that I think that is wrong, and that to me it makes sense to test his urine for the marker for, well, you know...NEUROBLASTOMA! Perhaps it is a good idea to check to make sure his body isn't producing a higher than normal level of these proteins. Maybe I'm just slow...

She tells me that she we gladly just do the req for the urine, so we head up there to pick it up. After a few minutes waiting, the secretary calls and says that indeed he does need the urine and blood work done. Imagine that. Annoyance #3 of the day.

We head down to the cafeteria, after dropping off the requisition to the nurse in the MRI, and try and pass time for the next few hours. He was in the MRI from 7:45 until 11:00am. The nurse comes out to get us and says, "Brady's back and has been awake for a while now. You can come back" We always, always, always get called back just as he gets back so that we are there when he wakes up.

I can hear him crying from the hall. We get there to find him totally covered in sweat and vomit, and he is completely purple on one side of his face, neck, and on his left hand. Brady has Horner's syndrome, a result of his last surgery, which interferes with his sympathetic nervous syndrome. When he gets hot or upset, his left side of his body doesn't sweat like the right, so he gets a literally line down his face, one side red, one side not. Often one hand is cold, while one is hot. This was the worst I had ever seen it. He was very upset and Matt immediately knew something wasn't right.

He asked the resident anesthesiologist if he had gotten propofol. The resident responded, "No, just gas." Well, Matt about flipped out on the guy and immediately questioned why this was done when we had told the attending two times, directly, that he needed to have propofol. The resident just kept apologizing, and saying that it was a misunderstanding. Matt was livid, I was worried, and poor Brady was really sick. He was just writhing, sweating, vomiting...awful. Big Annoyance #4 of the day.

After we unleashed on that doctor for a few minutes, he said he was going to get the attending. The nurse gave Brady another dose of antinausea, which at this point was no use. Brady is really sensitive to gas, and always responds with bad vomiting. After about 20 minutes the attending showed up. He calmly and repeatedly apologized, made excuses, told several versions of what he thought matt had said. He basically reasoned that there are several ways to use propofol, one of which being to use gas, then a little propofol, then gas again. He thought that is what we were referring to. He thought he was confirming with us to use that plan. There are like a million reasons why this shouldn't have happened. Here are a few:

1. Why don't these doctors look at Brady's chart. He has had these stupid MRIs done like 6 times now. Obviously we should have it down by now.

2. His interview with us before hand lasted all of 2 minutes. If he was unsure he should have asked more questions.

3. He actually admitted that the resident set everything up and had gas out to use. He claims that he always uses propofol on kids, but since the resident set up gas, and usually the gas is very effective and safe, that he just went with it. My suggestion, is to tell the resident what you want him to do. Seriously.

Brady threw up 4 times there, once in the hallway on the way out, and twice in the car on the way home. Vomitting while intubated can be dangerous, and vomiting when you are groggy can be dangerous. I absolutely hate to see my boy so sick because of mistakes. Last time he had scans we went out to lunch afterward and Brady ate chicken nuggets and laughed with us.

If you are still reading, thank you for allowing me to rant. Remember that I use my blog as a medical record. I can't tell you how many times I have referred back to it for medical information.

The moral of the story. Mistakes happen when dealing with humans. I make mistakes, you make them, we all do. I honestly can't tell you how many times I have encountered mistakes within the medical community. I hope that people who follow Brady's story learn from it that you absolutely HAVE TO stay on top of those providing your care. Ask questions, make your opinion heard, and don't take no for an answer if you know you are right. If I had a $1.00 for every time a doctor has apologized to me, I'd have a nice college fund going.

In important news, I have emailed the oncologist and will hopefully have results for you later today. Let's pray that the radiologist reading Brady's scans brought their A game today.



Thursday, April 15, 2010

Official Good News!

The news is great and I'm so happy to share it all with you! The official scan report shows no change in Brady's status, and the urine levels look normal! Woo-hoo! The oncologist is very pleased and now wants to go 6 months between scans. That means we won't have to go back until October! I requested that we do a urine level in 3 months, just to sure that things are okay. If cancer cells were increasing, than almost always the urine levels would increase as well. This will give us some peace of mind since we will be going so long without a scan.

I asked "the" questions today...can we now say that Brady is cancer free!?!? The oncologist kind of looked at me, paused, then said, "Well, no, we can't. If Brady was going to be labeled for purposes of a study, he would be called a VGPR (very good partial response)." I told him that that name stunk! My son is a VGPR! The doctor responded, "Well Brady isn't technically No Evidence of Disease, but if you think about, there really isn't any evidence that he has any disease." I guess I can be okay with that! That dumb little spot in his spine is still there. We can't be sure what it is, but it isn't changing and that is all we care about.

Poor Brady had a rough start to his day. He woke up very constipated which is something he has never dealt with. It must have been due to the anesthesia from Tuesday. By the time we got to the doctor's appointment he was writhing in pain and just crying. Thankfully right before we left the office he was able to go, and his mood was instantly better. We had a great time going to lunch and to a few stores picking up things for the birthday party (which is NEXT weekend!)

Thank you for your prayers!!!

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Sigh of Relief

I'm taking a deep breath of relief...

After a long, long day we got a call this evening that although the report from the radiologist is not yet in, our doctor did not see anything glaringly obvious on Brady's scans. Praise God for this news! Even though this is not official and a radiologist needs to go over each and every inch, we are able to lay our heads down tonight knowing that cancer is not raging, tumors have not grown, and Brady is most likely okay.

Brady is an amazing boy. Can you imagine having to leave the house at 7:30 without eating breakfast and still be a happy, silly boy? He had a great PT session this morning with Linda and I'm just so thankful that it worked out for us to be able to do that. He worked really hard and despite that, he still didn't ask for food or a drink. We made it to the hospital by 9:45 and just as we were about to walk into the radiology department, my cell phone rang. It was the nurse that always takes care of Brady on scan days. She told us that a child was in need of an emergency MRI and that Brady would have to be bumped at least an hour.

My heart instantly broke for the family of that child, and of course I was sad that Brady would have to wait even longer to eat. He was still in a great mood and played happily for the next hour or so. We finally got called back in and by 11:40 he was under anesthesia. Matt and I "enjoyed" our hospital date (so sad huh?) and by 1:45 we went back down to MRI to wait. We didn't get called back until 2:30ish, so Brady was under for 3 hours. He woke up really well this time, he wasn't agitated, didn't cry, but was certainly out of it. We spent about 20 minutes or so holding him, encouraging him to drink, and just helping him "come to."

We didn't get back home until 4pm, so it was a long day! I had to leave for my MOPS meeting by 5pm, so I whipped up a quick dinner for everyone and was out the door again. Matt said that Brady had a great night was his regular "Brady self." It truly amazed me how adaptable, cooperative, and just generally good-natured he is despite what is required of him. As time goes on, I'm more and more certain that these are God-given qualities of his:)

Thank you for all of your prayers. As soon as I get a call tomorrow regarding final results, I will update. God is good!!!

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Clear!!!

Can you hear my shouts of joy??? We got the call tonight that the scans look great! "The spot" is still there on Brady's spine, but it is unchanged and has been the last three scans. Praise the Lord!!!!!!!

Now we will have to get a urine sample and get those results, but at this point we are breathing a HUGE sigh of relief!

Thank you for your prayers...now we can do some praising:)

ps..Brady is sleeping soundly and seems to be doing fine!

Friday, October 16, 2009

Home From Scans

I thought I'd post early this evening thinking you all may be waiting to hear how things went.

We were surprised to drive through some snowflakes this morning at 5:45am! We were right on time and by 7:30 Brady was under anesthesia and ready to go. Matt and I did our usual go to the cafeteria then wander around routine before heading back down at around 9:45. We were able to see him a little after 10 and as always, he was upset. It became clear after a few minutes that he wasn't just disoriented, that he didn't feel well. Our wonderful nurses tried to administer Zofran (anti-nausea) via his IV, but it was half falling out and needed to be removed. So we decided to wait him out. He threw up twice over the next hour or so, and wouldn't eat or drink a thing. Finally we decided to head for home thinking he was all done throwing up. And he was...until we were about 5 minutes from home. He threw up all over himself and his carseat, poor honey. When we got home Matt gave him a bath and I scoured our extensive medicine collection for Zofran as Brady had taken that when he was on chemotherapy. After a small dose of that and a 3 hour nap (for everyone in the family:) Brady is back to himself:)

While talking about Brady's nausea with the nurses before we left, we learned yet again that it is SO important to advocate to the anesthesiologist about what you want them to use. She told us that EVERY anesthesiologist does things VERY differently. They don't consult Brady's chart to see what worked/didn't work well last time. They basically do what they like to do, and hope for the best. This anesthesiologist used mostly "gas" to keep him under and just a little Propofol. We know from past experiences that he does the best with Propofol, and that is what I explained to the anesthesiologist beforehand. But alas, even though I'm sure they take into account our input, they do what they personally like to use. We also have decided to ask for a dose of Zofran during the scans to prevent nausea before it happens. Apparently once kids turn 2, their chance of nausea increases tremendously. So, note to self: More Propofol, less gas, Zofran beforehand. We have 4 more years to perfect this procedure:)

I have put an email into the oncologist to see if a preliminary report may be ready. I'm not sure how often he checks his email since we are heading into the weekend. Of course any update I receive I will pass on to the blog ASAP.

Your prayers were heard today as Brady, Matt, and I all did very well:) We continue to be praying for amazing results!!!

Thursday, October 15, 2009

I Can Hear the Rooster Crowing Already...

So tomorrow morning we will be up before the sun and on our way to Brady's scans. I'm going to keep him in his jammies and hopefully he will fall asleep again in the car. Poor sweetie, to be dragged out of bed on a cold morning...



In all honesty, Matt and I usually have a lot of fun with him on scan days...lots of time with just him. I'm not sure how long he will be under anesthesia, last time it was over 4 hours. I know they aren't scanning as many areas tomorrow though, so hopefully we will be home by lunch time.



I have my little present to bring the nurses in the MRI department. I always bring them a little something to keep them on our side:) They were with us the day Brady was diagnosed...I remember one of them literally holding me up in the hallway. We had to wait an hour or so to meet the oncologist right after we found out it was cancer, and the nurses let us stay there and just hold Brady. Since then, he has become their little favorite I think. They even have his picture on their desks.



Please keep Brady in your prayers tomorrow...his scan is at 6:45am

1. Pray for his comfort and sense of security. This is a boy who just had a CT scan Tuesday night and had to be held down and strapped to a table. He is getting very wise to the whole process.

2. Pray that the anesthesia will go according to plan and that Brady will stay safe throughout.

3. Pray for Matt and I to feel peace of mind as we begin "the wait."

And as always...

4. Pray that God has continued to keep Brady's tumor from growing or from any new spots from forming. Of course we are always praying that God has completely eradicated the tumor from Brady's body.



Thank you for keeping Brady close to your hearts...he is SO worth it!

Friday, October 9, 2009

1 Week to Go

Just seven more days until Brady's scans. We found out today that Brady has the first slot of the day!!! I'm SO happy about that. However it means we have to be there at 6:45am, which means leaving here by 5:45, which means I have to wake up at...ughhh! Matt has the day off so he will be with us which has become a necessity for me. I need him there to be my rock, and to keep both Brady and I calm:)
I called today to make sure that the orders had been written for his urine and bloodwork, and they have already been sent. Hooray for our new oncologist! I asked his secretary today when we could get results. She said probably by Monday, but if something was VERY wrong, Dr. Korones would call us right away. With Brady's tumor, I don't think a change in it's size would be glaringly obvious, so I think we will be waiting until at least Monday. We have an appoitnment set up for the following Thursday to discuss the results, but there is no way in the world we will wait until Thursday to call.

Allie had an off day today. She continues to be congested and just didn't want to sleep. After Matt got home from work, I went to run errands. He called me while I was out and told me that he thought Allie might have an ear infection because she was really fussy. I came home and brought her to the doctor...her ears looked fine. I think she is just sick of being sick! Our ride home included a stop on the side of the road after poor Allie threw up all over herself. This is the 3rd time she has done this, so I'm thinking she may be getting car sick. Hopefully when we can forward face her carseat next month this problem will go away.

I promise I'll get the camera out this weekend. It's been a while...

Happy Weekend to you all...

Sunday, September 27, 2009

We Went Bowling!

Cousin Aubrey's birthday party at the bowling alley was a hit! The kids walked in like they were scared to death, but soon realized what bowling was and they wanted in on the fun! The biggest problem was getting them to understand why it was called a bowling alley. Every time we said the words "bowling alley" that kept wondering what their baby sister had to do with it (Allie!) They would say, "No, Cara's going bowling! Not Allie!"

Enjoy the pictures!









Oh! And I forgot to mention Friday that Brady's scans have been scheduled for Friday October 15th. We need lots of prayers in the coming weeks in this area!!! We are praying for no change in the small area of tumor in his spine and no new areas of tumor. Or better yet, we are praying that God has completely eradicated the remaining tumor, making Brady cancer free! As I was writing that, I was reminded of a verse but couldn't think of it exactly. It speaks about how God can do what we cannot! I think about the amazingly talented surgeon that operated on Brady. They estimate that he removed at least 95% of Brady's tumor...that is truly amazing! But that surgeon couldn't get it all...his abilities were limited as to what he can do. I'm so glad that my God isn't limited by what He can do. Here is the verse (I just love that you can Google bible verses)

Luke 18:27
And he said, The things which are impossible with men are possible with God.

Sunday, August 2, 2009

The Week Ahead

The first week of August, can you believe it? I guess we all need to cling to this last month of summer!! Looking at the calendar ahead it is just jam packed with a lot of fun activities.

This week the focus is on Thursday and getting a great report from Brady's scans. I find myself thinking, "What if the scans show that the tumor has grown? What if there is a new spot somewhere? What then?" I suppose I do this as a "worst case scenario" way of thinking. I guess I don't ever want to walk into a hospital and be completely knocked off my feet again. Come what may, we will handle it. I'm doing a lot of talking with God this week, just looking for the strength I need to endure the wait, the courage to face the results, and the faith that He will be with me through it all.

Cast your burden on the Lord, And He shall sustain you; He shall never permit the righteous to be moved.
Psalm 55:22 NKJV

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Scan Day

I caught the family cold in all of its glory. I was out of commission all day, Matt even had to stay home from work. I'm feeling 20% better tonight and am hopeful that I'll be functional tomorrow!

I'm taking Allie to her appointment at 9am. Matt and Brady are leaving at 9am also. They have to be at the pediatric oncology clinic at 10 for Brady to have blood and urine collected, then downstairs by 11:30 to check in for his scans. Please be praying for Brady because he cannot eat or drink until after his scans. The radiology department is almost always running behind, but I'm hopeful that he will get in as close to 12:30 as possible. We are also praying that between now and tomorrow Brady will not get sick with this cold. I noticed he is a little stuffy, and if he gets very sick, they won't do the scans. He will be under anesthesia, and if you remember the last time he had anesthesia at Strong he had a reaction to the Versed. Of course we are insisting that they use something else, but with any anesthesia comes risk. Please remember sweet Brady in your prayers:)

Matt and I are surprisingly at ease about the results. We are clinging to the hope that there will be no new tumor growth and that we can rest easy for the three months until the next scan date. Our God is so awesome and certainly He has allowed Brady to triumph through everything so far!

Brady is letting his silly side show more and more these days. We are having a good time "tricking" him by telling him that he has to walk because his pants are "walking pants!" He is walking without being prompted a lot more all of a sudden. He doesn't seem as scared to walk on the hard wood floors. He bends without holding on to anything to reach things on the ground.

Here are some funny pictures of Brady! I was flushing his tubies after his bath and lately he likes to take the mesh that we use to hold his tubies and put it over his head. He was giggling so hard that he couldn't talk (so was I!)



Tuesday, May 12, 2009

2 days to go

Thursday (scan day) is just two days away. What a battle I have between "best case scenario" and "worst case." Like all the other painfully long periods of waiting we have endured, I just want to fast forward to next week. We will meet with the oncologist on Monday to go over the results. I'm hoping that maybe she can call us Friday to give us any news. We also are meeting with the neurosurgeon who operated on Brady back in Januray. We are interested in discussing possible ways to stabilize Brady's spine either through surgery or bracing. Brady has PT on Tues and Thurs morning in Rochester next week. Then on Friday next week the triplets have their 2 year appointment. SO, driving to Rochester 5 days between now and next Friday!

There are some terrific events happening this week to support Brady! Tomorrow night from 4-8 the Alexander High School Builder's Club is hosting Brady night at Wendy's restaurant in Batavia. For those 4 hours, 10% of proceeds will go to support Brady! On Saturday night at 7pm the Oakfield Methodist Church is hosting a community Praise Night to honor Brady. There will be several performers from local churches participating. My community has been a tremendous source of support for us and we are looking forward to celebrating all God has done for us at this wonderful event!

Pray for our little family as all seem to be succombing to this cold that is going around.