You'll notice more blogging during hospital times. Let's just say, there's a lot of down time...too dark to read, so I have my prayers and my computer:)
Thank you all for your comments after my last post. I struggle sometime over whether or not to let it all out and be honest about how I'm feeling. I'm glad to know I can do so and be uplifted. There are so many dark emotions that come along with this journey...ones I never knew I would feel in my life. But like I keep saying over and over, through it all we continue to be blessed too! Sometimes I pray for that..."God I know today there will be trials for Brady and our family, I pray that the small blessings You send will outshine our trials on this day." Simple, maybe too simple, but sometimes that is what my heart longs for.
Matt just left:( Brady woke up upset about an hour and a half ago. We had to take the dumb bag off of him that was "collecting" his pee. Who would want to wake up to that? It took him about an hour to settle down again. He is sleeping now. One drug down, two more to go. I might stay on the computer for quite a while as the thought of climbing into my pull-out chair-bed is enough to make me want to blog all night!
ps Did I mention we have a private room? It was the only space that opened up...thank you God!