Just Pray

I would be lying to you all if I wrote tonight and told you all of my postive outlook, my sense of peace about this whole thing...So, I'm keeping it real here. I feel sad, sad from the top of my head to the tips of my toes. I feel scared, scared beyond anything I could have ever imagined. I feel torn, torn between my home, my family and the hosptial and the battle ahead. I always said that when Allie was born, just 3 months ago, that my heart now was made up of 4 pieces. One of the pieces of my heart is sick, and I hate the fact that I can't just pick him up and make it better.

That is the real me right now. That being said, a good friend told me today that despite all the bad that surrounds us right now, God's promises for us don't change! God didn't tell me when I had my precious children, "Here you go, you'll never have any problems from here on out...have a good life!" That isn't one of God's promises to me, or anyone. I think we all just come to expect that because for the most part, life is good. What I do know, and one of the only things that is comforting me right now, is God's promise to never leave me, or forsake me. He is here with me, with Brady...I need to just continually pray, seeking Him, giving it all to Him, asking Him for the courage to get through.

The MOST important thing anyone can do for Brady is PRAY!!! We pray for small things like safe travel, help with each procedure, guidance for the doctors. We pray for HUGE things, like total healing for Brady. Please join us in praying for Brady...